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strangeone
13:01 Oct 31 2011

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Today I get to do a rather grueling job search. I did a little yesterday on the program and whew..talk about wading through some stuff! Nine out of ten applications want you to have a valid driver's license..which blows..because with my eyes I'll never have one again.



They give you a million and one search parameters..but there is no filter for..



I can't see to drive..lol.

Anbasol is my new crack.



My teeth hurt so bad it's hard to eat or drink anything. I really really hope that medical insurance comes through soon.



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There was an incident all over the news that happened in the town where I live.



Many exotic animals were released, and then shot and killed as they ran through the city. It is very sad.



At first, we did not tell my daughter the entirety of what was going on. Only that she would be missing school because there were animals loose in town.



We shot a video of her response to missing school because of "Lions, Tigers and Bears." We kind of made light of the situation as to not scare her.



As time passed, we heard more and more about the animals being killed..and finally we talked to her about that.



She decided that they were killed because they did not have a home. I could not argue with her logic. She created a picture of what she would have them have as a home, and we printed off pictures of them online so she could paste them in their home.



Here is the video:

My teeth are causing me agony. Just found out today that my insurance should be going through soon, so I'm going to be quick to make that dental appointment. I really hope I can get this dental pain dealt with shortly. Migraines I can deal with, muscle spasms I can deal with..all the rest of it, doable.



Pain in my jaw and teeth? Hell no. Get them out of my mouth.

My daughter finished her last day of the Season and the team remained undefeated. Her joy is my joy. Took her out for some celebratory pizza, let her rent some movies and enjoyed the company of family.



She's worked so hard, and I'm thrilled to hear her be excited about the Season to some. It is a joy to me that she is learning dedication and commitment to something that helps her strive towards self-improvement and skill building.



And it kind of gives me a kick start to remember to do the same for myself.

I can't keep going without. The situation is getting stupid. I'm going to have to do something about this.



But what? *sigh*



Everything is so frackin complicated. Just waiting for the testing alone is going to take ages.



Waiting sucks, especially right now. Winter is coming on and everyone is slinking back into their holes. Pretty soon it's going to be slim pickings.



Don't want a repeat of last Winter *shudder"

Have a great idea for a project, and as soon as I finish up a few others that I've started on, I'm going to dedicate my time to it for awhile.



It is a culmination of several things I have been doing. Now I just have to find a model that can dedicate some time for awhile, as the project will probably take several dozen sessions over a few weeks.



So excited, feeling really inspired! :D

I truly can't help the occasional desire to be evilish.



Most of the time I want to be a very good person, but every once in awhile, I have a difficult time classifying what it is that is beating in my brain as bad.



I understand that if you hurt someone else (and they didn't ask you to) it is bad.



I just can't always understand why it WOULD hurt them.



le' sigh

I'm making a list and checking it twice, gonna find out if I'm naughty or nice.



Don't ask..lol.

I have been taking a little time to get to know wordpress, and I must say, I am very impressed. I love my Journal here, and have no intention on moving away from VR whatsoever..however, I do have a wordpress account and once I learn to use it, will be working on some of my more artistic pursuits there (and probablly linking them back to my Journal here.)



I believe, I am falling in love with wordpress. ;)



My stepson hooked us up and all.. lol.

If you never get too excited about anything, it's difficult to be disappointed when they don't work out.



I am so glad I learned that very young. :D

Is·lam   /ɪsˈlɑm, ɪz-, ˈɪsləm, ˈɪz-/ Show Spelled[is-lahm, iz-, is-luhm, iz-]



noun

1. the religious faith of Muslims, based on the words and religious system founded by the prophet Muhammad and taught by the Koran, the basic principle of which is absolute submission to a unique and personal god, Allah.

2. the whole body of Muslim believers, their civilization, and the countries in which theirs is the dominant religion.



Origin:

1605–15; < Arabic islām literally, submission (to God)



Related forms

Is·lam·ic  /ɪsˈlæmɪk, -ˈlɑmɪk, ɪz-/ Show Spelled[is-lam-ik, -lah-mik, iz-] Show IPA, Is·lam·it·ic  /ˌɪsləˈmɪtɪk, ˌɪz-/ Show Spelled[is-luh-mit-ik, iz-] Show IPA, adjective

non-Is·lam·ic, adjective

non-Is·lam·it·ic, adjective







Chris·tian   /ˈkrɪstʃən/ Show Spelled[kris-chuhn



adjective

1. of, pertaining to, or derived from Jesus Christ or His teachings: a Christian faith.

2. of, pertaining to, believing in, or belonging to the religion based on the teachings of Jesus Christ: Spain is a Christian country.

3. of or pertaining to Christians: many Christian deaths in the Crusades.

4. exhibiting a spirit proper to a follower of Jesus Christ; Christlike: She displayed true Christian charity.

5. decent; respectable: They gave him a good Christian burial.

EXPAND6. human; not brutal; humane: Such behavior isn't Christian. COLLAPSE

noun

7. a person who believes in Jesus Christ; adherent of Christianity.

8. a person who exemplifies in his or her life the teachings of Christ: He died like a true Christian.

9. a member of any of certain Protestant churches, as the Disciples of Christ and the Plymouth Brethren.

10. the hero of Bunyan's Pilgrim's Progress.

11. a male given name.





Christian Sects: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christian_denomination





Jew·ish   /ˈdʒuɪʃ/ Show Spelled[joo-ish]



adjective

1. of, pertaining to, or characteristic of the Jews or Judaism: Jewish customs.

2. Informal . Yiddish.



noun

3. Informal . Yiddish.





ag·nos·tic   /ægˈnɒstɪk/ Show Spelled[ag-nos-tik]



noun

1. a person who holds that the existence of the ultimate cause, as God, and the essential nature of things are unknown and unknowable, or that human knowledge is limited to experience. Synonyms: disbeliever, nonbeliever, unbeliever; doubter, skeptic, secularist, empiricist; heathen, heretic, infidel, pagan.

2. a person who denies or doubts the possibility of ultimate knowledge in some area of study.

3. a person who holds neither of two opposing positions on a topic: Socrates was an agnostic on the subject of immortality.



adjective

4. of or pertaining to agnostics or agnosticism.

5. asserting the uncertainty of all claims to knowledge.

6. holding neither of two opposing positions: If you take an agnostic view of technology, then it becomes clear that your decisions to implement one solution or another should be driven by need.



Origin:

< Greek ágnōst ( os ), variant of ágnōtos not known, incapable of being known ( a- a-6 + gnōtós known, adj. derivative from base of gignṓskein to know) + -ic, after gnostic; said to have been coined by T.H. Huxley in 1869



Related forms

ag·nos·ti·cal·ly, adverb



Can be confused:   agnostic, atheist (see synonym note at the current entry ).







a·the·ist   /ˈeɪθiɪst/ Show Spelled[ey-thee-ist] Show IPA

noun

a person who denies or disbelieves the existence of a supreme being or beings.



Origin:

1565–75; < Greek áthe ( os ) godless + -ist



Related forms

an·ti·a·the·ist, noun, adjective

pro·a·the·ist, noun, adjective



Can be confused:   1. agnostic, atheist (see synonym note at the current entry ); 2. atheist, theist, deist.







wic·ca   /ˈwɪkə/ Show Spelled[wik-uh] Show IPA

noun

( sometimes initial capital letter ) witchcraft, especially benevolent, nature-oriented practices derived from pre-Christian religions.



Origin:

1970–75; < Old English wicca (male) sorcerer ( Middle English wicche, modern dial. witch ); see witch



Can be confused:   wicca, wicked.



Wiccan Sects: http://www.whyte-witch.com/BookOneOfWicca.pdf







pa·gan   /ˈpeɪgən/ Show Spelled[pey-guhn]



noun

1. one of a people or community observing a polytheistic religion, as the ancient Romans and Greeks.

2. a person who is not a Christian, Jew, or Muslim.

3. an irreligious or hedonistic person.

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adjective

4. pertaining to the worship or worshipers of any religion that is neither Christian, Jewish, nor Muslim.

5. of, pertaining to, or characteristic of pagans.

6. irreligious or hedonistic.



Origin:

1325–75; Middle English < Medieval Latin, Late Latin pāgānus worshiper of false gods, orig. civilian (i.e., not a soldier of Christ), Latin: peasant, noun use of pāgānus rural, civilian, derivative of pāgus village, rural district (akin to pangere to fix, make fast); see -an



Related forms

pa·gan·ish, adjective

pa·gan·ish·ly, adverb

non·pa·gan, noun, adjective

non·pa·gan·ish, adjective

pseu·do·pa·gan, adjective



*Paganism by definition is not set upon sects. Therefore, discovering all the different types of paganism is a lengthy process.*





sa·tan·ic   /səˈtænɪk, seɪ-/ Show Spelled[suh-tan-ik, sey-] Show IPA

adjective

1. of Satan.

2. characteristic of or befitting Satan; extremely wicked; devillike; diabolical.



Origin:

1660–70; < Medieval Greek satanikós. See Satan, -ic



Related forms

sa·tan·i·cal·ly, adverb

sa·tan·i·cal·ness, noun

un·sa·tan·ic, adjective

un·sa·tan·i·cal, adjective

un·sa·tan·i·cal·ly, adverb



Synonyms

2. evil, devilish, hellish, fiendish, infernal.



Sects of Satanism: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Satanism







There are many many more definitions to be had. If I have not included a definition here that you would like to see (and please do follow the links to the sects to doublecheck.) I will be happy to do a little light research and see what I can produce.

The weather here is as insane as the people. I like things that match, that's while I'll never move..lol.



It's been cold and rainy like November all week, but at the end of this week, it's supposed to get up into the 70's again for awhile.



Gotta love that roller coaster.

I haven't felt well in a couple of days, the military has messed up his paperwork..so he's home YAY..and things (like paychecks) are being held up :(...



I want these teeth that are hurting me out, this whatever it is making me sick to go away, and for all of this to get straightened out quickly. I'm not in any hurry for him to leave, but I know it's making him anxious..and by proxxy..the rest of us as well.



I'm tired, I'm cranky, and I've a thousand things coming up..sigh..I can do this. I know I can.